Only rainy skies today. I am day dreaming for a moment. The coffee is being made. I just woke up: it is exactly 8:00am. I am in a state of calm. The Dream state where I can relax and only dream. It is strange never dreaming at night anymore. Everything is work. I did complain bitterly to god the first 30 years of my life when I was not working: i wanted to work! Then I actually started writing instead. And now I can finally work...from home- the best!

Truly, the only way to dedicate a life to damma is to have a lot of free time. This is why artists are priviledged in the path in many many ways. So now I work all the time, except right now which is soft work. But it is still work.