It is pretty neato this blog now that I read again and again, correcting grammar if I may, and figuring out that my life had a message in the end. Very neato. Douche bag dog Apollo wants in (he is outside in the yard). So yes, very neato that my life was a message to the good children of this earth: you ARE loved, no matter how far in the pith of muddy hearts you find yourself. No matter how far from a loving family you may find yourself- life is long enough that you meet the universal family in this very lifetime when you have suffered very much. We all need and want to go home.It only means finding the universal family here on earth. The one that connects us all.