Well, it was VERY painful and made me lose, obviously, all aquaintances I may have met along the way. Rage Rage Rage...a terrifying rage lived in me for so long, and I was brought up by anger and its sins so the combo was rather TOXIC for my mind and self expression. How do you find TENDERNESS in this world or where is the Virgin who tames the rages of the Unicorn? In Love. In telling stories of our lives and the lives of others. In finding what is gentle in the world. What echoes our longing for kind words and touch in this world. In , truly, healing from our expectations in this world.