I must say tonight is a good night. I have no brain I suspect as I am constantly meditating. It is VERY intense: I meditate ONLY, day in and day out. It takes a lot of endurance to do that and I am in awe for masters who can actually practice meditation at that level all their life all along. It is tremendously HARD. You go, you practice, and you become pure mind as much as possible in everything you do or gaze onto (when you are very very blessed). It NEVER STOPS- it is CONSTANT MEDITATION. I used to have vivid dreams always- they use to be some favorite dreams I had. But now, I stay up and meditate only until I literally literally think I am about to die. I have no vivid dreams at night anymore. I close my eyes I open my eyes: i start meditating again. It is INTENSE. One must already live with a saint to be able to have that much space to only meditate.