I may not be qualified to explain what God's Kingdom is. Buddha will come to explain it better. God can be the sun, the man next door, or the lady that raised Jesus. God can even be a mathematical equation. God is prefection and appears to us HOWEVER is best for us to see.  Yes, we do find God in prayer. But do you all know how to pray? I have found out a missing element in my growing up years that REALLY messed me up for a long time: I had no self pity, I did not know how to pity  my heart so lost and hurting. In prayer, we find selp-pity in the midst of hell. I really really found it hard getting through my childhood without proper prayers every day of this god forsaken childhood.