I feel a bit crushed by everything so stressful these days: the job security, the roof possible serious damage under the singles and especially by the chimney, the  dogs lice (did we get rid of them or no? Billy is still itchy though treated twice), my wild stories and mental health about the future at times etc.

UPDATE

I went for a smoke outside and Hardy was waiting for me at the door when I came back in: he ran to my lap when i sat down. I now have a lap cat on me and it is very therapeutic. Thank you Hardy and Buddha and God. Om muni muni mahamuni svoha