I was ready to sleep at 8pm but tried three times and failed to fall asleep despite being exhausted.

I have put the mantras for precarious times by deva premal.

Hindu mantras.

Tonight, I am pretrified at dying from my lungs: lung cancer or emphysema so debilitating. It would frankly take a miracle to avoid such death. I dont know if I am that much blessed. Amen! May I be, please, lord.