Very anxious today

I hope it is not the suspicious roofers who mangled our roof once they went up there to say we needed repair. It is so odd that the scealant is all gone. They really stressed me out these two workers.

I much more prefer to pick my roofers and call them myself.

but this has really highjacked my calm and I feel super anxious.

I have to stop being so paranoid but the dudes were suspicious.

Meanwhile it looks like water is getting in the house if there is no scealant. No need stressing out about it now. We can book them, the roofers I chose, for next Monday or Tuesday. Hopefully it will stop raining soon though it sure does not look like it. Oh I am so anxious! Doing some deep breathing and second cd listening of the chöd are required...

So the chöd is going. It helps with relaxing me, the chaos of it is so purifying. Time for prayer not for stress. May we always keep hubby's job, peace and health in this abode. May the animals heal from lice and may we succeed in desinfecting the house. 

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