Dreadful weather today. I now smoke only outside. For the pets sake especially Billy who is coughing nowadays. It will be good for me too. And for BJG.

I have no plans today but give Billy another wash.

And maybe Whiskey too.

I am sipping on leftover wine from last night in my mug.

The weather is so nasty! Cold too. I dont really want to go for any dog walks today...But I will have to.

I slept well but I am sad at having lost two more friends for being too wild and a loon in emails. sad, sad, sad. I now am of the opinion that it is no longer my fault: it is my disease.