Yes I hope everyone realizes this was an excellent life indeed though I was damaged for all my life.

a bit of a punishment of course. I would really like to tell you who I was before I was nanook. For now, we will say i was the 15th who broke ALL her nun vows all along. My story is a warning tale for all the religious leaders who fuck around, smoke cigarettes and ganja. God allowed me to have much fun though I was supposed to be austere.  that bugged him.  But it was truly , more than for breaking my vows, because of my vanity. I will tell you when I knew I had fucked up as dalai lama. A very very lost nun prayed to me thinking I was Buddha shakyamuni. Instead of forgetting msyelf and giving her what she neeed from shakyamuni, I told her i certainly was not shakyamuni. That devastated her. THIS is why I was punished so harshly. I fucked aound with a desperate nun's faith. All because I was vain. It happened only once, and I became terrified of my future rebirth and much more careful, after that.