Since fluancol, my med, I have been absolutely unable to stop smoking whatsoever. I tend to think the combination did some eternal binding in my body between the med and smokes.

I stopped with no probleme much many times in the past, pre fluacol.

I think I will suffer much from cigarettes...It is only natural at 3-4 packs every 24 hours up for the last 20 years.

My maternal grandma burst into tears when she learned I had picked up smoking at 18. I wonder if she had a vision of my end of life....There has been lung cancer ending with old men in the family of my mother, biological. It is rather dreadful, stuck to a hundred tubes.