I have misplaced the complete cd from them. I only have a few songs on other compilations. They are delightful.

My body feels odd: my legs are painful when I walk, and cramp quite painfully when I sit cross legged (which I ALWAYS do, even on chairs). Oh oh...that may be side effects of my meds. There is nothing I want or can do about it. Lowering my meds back to 40mg is out of the question: I am perfectly sane enough in the last 2 months almost.

I have begged God to give me a trial of physical pain if I had to choose between psychic woes or physical pain again. I cannot bear anymore depth as I have experienced of psychic woes. Anything that happens with my health will be our lesson, me especially, and hubby too. I trust my worst woes psychically are over. May God protect my mind heart from hating and judgemental lack of compassion with anyone I ever meet by the time I take my last breath. It is not full awakening of course, but it is beautiful nonetheless.