I just came back from a good long-ish walk with Billy in both parks. On the way back, I bough perrier, milk and cigarettes. Hubby seems a bit lost today. He said he was hungry, I proposed to cook him breakfast, he said whatever, and went back to sleep. He wanted to go out for breakfast but keeps pressuring me saying we have no money all the time...I started putting the vanity together (it is not hot, his main issue) and he did not partake. So I had breakfast, let him sleep, and went out with my dog. When I came back, he had gone out. He has yet to go buy a cawking gun at HD. He seems really lazy and demotivated.  He has been yelling at every frustration (doors closed that he bumps into, bank password, the list goes on) this morning. I dont know why he is never happy when he does not get the little things he wants...he is missing out on our best years for peace of mind and ease...