I just went to the gas station to buy cigarettes with Billy. Hot sun but not choking heat. A truly perfect summer hot day, it must be about 26. Classical music is playing on CBC music. Today also, I meditated. I thanked God for this life and promised to meditate every day to remind myself to thank him or her. That this life is not lived in vain despite the crazy deep shit I lived through, all throughout my life. I wish you peace and health my dearest friend. And may you take a moment today, in the sun, to stay still and quiet and notice where you are, and that you are alive. I thank the Lord God for your insight when you do. Amen.