I feel worried this morning. Mainly because of what looks like major water damage on the ceiling in the living room. Maybe putting classical music on from the radio would reassure me? Hubby slept a mere 4-5 hours last night. I made turkish pzza last night. Hubby did not finish it neither did I but I liked it and he thought it was fine.

Lately, I have  been thinking about the ;possibility that after this life, I go back to hell. Or before I die in this life. It made me ponder and much chagrin came through it. I remembered my deep despair and unhappiness when I was in my early twenties. These are heartwrenching emotions. So in all eternity, I am BOUND to feel such pain again. Everything is impermanence teach the buddhists.