If I die before 50, of whatever mix of  cancers, I think hubby does not want to stay long after that. I give him 63 years old. It would truly suck for him to live alone forever: we know no one here. I hope he goes to live in the tiny house of his dad on his sisters plot. As long as he does not abandon Billy until he dies. 

Oh hi, unbelievable ungrateful Emilie! Feel free to write to me sans niaser. Comme tu fais toujours. J'adore tes lettres emails ou tu decris ta vie avec tes fils. Sharho est plus fin que toi je suis desolee.