...because of heavy heavy smokes. It freaked me out ,last night when no sound came out when I spoke to brian...so it looks like soon I wont be able to speak outloud.  I think it is my larynx or vocal cords....at 4 packs of smokes every 24 hours for three days, it is easy to understand what is going on...

So I am not too worried about eveything: looks like I caught cancer of the throat. Rereading this blog, I hope you realize Gods gift. one of them, to me: complete freedom in His or Her world. And I hope you notice the true talent of hubby: seflessness.