+I love my rice krispies with strawberries, maple syrup and milk! It used to be hummus and crackers and naan bread that was my to go snack food. 

The evening has started a while back.  I had a super hot bath which was delicious. And now I had my favourite comfort and snack food. I trust hubby and I will be ok but that may require some adjustments on his part and perhaps mine too. We will see what comes of his return to full time work. 

I am smoking a ton of cigarettes tonight. Obviously, I am still super tense or stressed, but I dont feel it as much at all. The mood is definitely not elated nor agitated. In fact, I have a tooth ache! ah! A filling has to be redone and I have been postponing it recently.

The little dog is with me, in his dog bed. He truly loves me and that feels very good. He often spends all afternoon and most evenings by my side. Special treat for me since I have not had that since `M'kwaa, an elderly dog we adopted, and who passed away in april 2015. 

I took two walks I think today. I socialized a ton with people on both occasions. The neighborhood is friendly and safe and so are the dog parks in the hood. It is very possible hubby will crash for real when he goes back to work. I will deal with it if it happens. I pray he does not ,lose his job though. Om mani peme hung Om tare tuttare ture svoha

*The GP decided to prescribe me two anti anxiety: lorazepam (very addictive, can be) and burpirprone.  The pharmacy just called.