...is to not have to work for a living so I can be careful with my health. It is a very ordinarypath with extarordinary moments of pure blissful serenity. I am so blessed hubby is still with me. I know no one who would have stayed after all my misfortunes. He is my gift so no matter how hard it got a while back because of him and my mental health, he truly is the biggest blessing in my whole life. I vrtually have so little responsibilites because of my edges, it is perfect to be able to afford this lifestyle. And, ESPECIALLY, to have a wonderful companion I love and dedicate my thoughts and heart to so I can continue growing spiritually as a human creature.