I feel good right now. I am smoking a lot of cigarettes but I am not dizzy for once! Pot was very detrimental to me recently. I see it in myslef and in hubby. Hubby claims he sees it in me but not in himself. Sigh. He is a big denier and is totally unreasonable when we speak of it. 

Eating felt good just now. Eating is so calming. Eating a good meal. I rarely snack between meals and I usually hate junk food. This has to do with how I was raised. My relationship with food and emotions is super healthy, unlike hubby's. 

I am a bit tired this evening. Emotions ran high in the last few days, so I am coming down now from all this edgy agitation. I ordered some tea from Portland, oregon (stash). I do spend about 65$ every 10 years or so at that portland place. They used to have amazingly exotic teas, herb teas, which they do not offer anymore. My favourite was dragonfruit tea. It does not seem to exist anymore. I had a lot of fun drinking it, because they claimed it was helping the sexual chakra! ah ah ! It made me laugh and yet, I thought it was 'special' because of the label. Marketing works wonder on the customer.