So, sobriety it is. Drinking my coffee this morning with Billy by my side. It looks like a beautiful day. I will surely garden and cook today. I am disappointed I had to take a half zopiclone last night to sleep. I was so very tense. I may go for a shiatsu massage to release some tension in my shoulders (they are very good). 

About Billy's meds, I hope I calm down. It would be a HUGE personal blow if aything happened to him. May God protect us all!