I think this songbird I am hearing is a robin, but I dont know for sure. It  is 7:30am. In bed by 10pm last night. I saw my GP yesterday and it went very well. I cant believe he forgave me my huge email I sent him with creepy details about everything, made up, and totally stone ranting. He must know I really really need him and so does brian. I have apologized of course when I re read the email I had forgotten about.