All is good today so far. I will go take a bath this morning. And fold the laundry. Church choir music is playing on French music radio every Sunday morning. I love it. I prayed to avelokitesvara last night since I was not sure about god. I asked him to help me change and become the wife hubby wants. So we can be happy together. After one week and a bit, hubby has stopped cleaning after himself. I cleaned the kitchen this morning and swept.