I am always hungry it pisses me off. I get very tense when I am hungry. I had two decent pieces of salmon, veggies and rice and finally feel ok. I had one other meal today, one egg, one slice of bacon and toast with cretons. Hubby is in a good mood. It is me who was grumpy this late afternoon. I slept 10 hours yesterday. In bed by 8:30. I am pissed off that we cannot seem to get competent professional mental health help. Nobody cares about us and everyone’s thinks I am just insane all the time especially when I say I speak to god in the hood when I am super high. Who knows what goes on truly when that happens, but it is harmless and in fact, god is everywhere so why not in my neighbours heart when I speak with them?