It is 11pm. I slept 9.5 hours yesterday. I am drinking one beer , a Belgian La chouffe beer. i am too weird to have strangers come to our house for dinner parties. I made such a fuss about an old colleague of brian who came here in 2017, who looked totally keen on brian wichi did not like and thought he was having an affair...which he never was. These sort of accusations really are heavy on his stress level. And our love. It is so hard to live with me. I cope extremely badly with social stress and stress in general.
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