I am a bit less tired now. I am sad about mom. I really REALLY trashed her all along. Maybe it was her challenge to her for sure. But how sad to have been so horrible to her all along since a long long long long time. I always thought she was shallow! How foolish we are in our ignorance. I had absolutely no compassion for her. If you had seen her, she looked like she was about to disappear she was so tired. I never once accepted that she loved me dearly and powerfully. I did not want a frail cray mom. I wanted strong and powerful mother.
The Poetry Dervish