i am zonked. yet i dont want to go to bed. it is 10:30pm and i have been up since 4:30am. A long day where I did very little. if i was smarter, i would climb into bed right now and sleep, delicious sleep. but i am fighting it for some obscure reason.
the last few days have been super intense in insights, especially about mom. It is a bit freaky how intense every thing has been actually and now back to hubby at home. I suddenly worry about my mental health if I dont go to bed early when my body tells me to and i have no reason to stay up. like tonight.