it may be a bit selfish, like mom would say, but it sure makes for a wild ride as a couple , to get married. without kids, it is easier to explore madness in love. our dogs lived a wildlife with us too. It is just the two of us and when i lost my mind willfully to love him even when he made no sense in his cruelty, i felt so powerfully that he was God sent to me that i did not hesitate to indulge as far a i could this complete mad love for him, without violence on my part.this is the letting go i was telling you about that is such a tough lessons, but made a saint out of us.
The Poetry Dervish