Totally out of control! I HAVE to take a two -three hours break of smoking now. It is so very difficult. I hate nicotine. The energy is good today though. I so dont want to be social anymore. This last week was interesting I suppose in a wild way, but what stress!! I truly have social anxiety and I am reminded why i cant work with other people daily at a common job: I cant let go of social interaction later, and replay them in my mind. It is super impossible to work like that with a team.