It documents my mental health. Recently, I was not as stone as right now (although I have not smoked for a week). Yet I write each time I find myself too stone (and also write when I am sober obviously, which is almost of the time).
This blog is both my spiritual and creative path and my mental health rereads later to see how I am mentally. Right now I am visually impaired, my vision is off and blurry. Billy came in to see what I was doing, and he sat down and is checking out my scene. I am sitting very straight, as I do meditation always as I go along and I am too stone.