This sleeping pill is not calling me to bed yet. It is 2am. Insomnia because 1) too much caffein 2) reflections on many deep things tonight after talking for two hours with hubby today 3) lack of pot. Tomorrow is a write off for my dog walks: it will be messy. I will leave the back door to the garden, fenced in, unlocked so they can push it open to do their business in the morning whenever they cant hold it no more. The day will porbably be extremely tough for me to walk thm 3-4 times. But I will do it. I may wake up at noon though. Just a joint right now would nicely put me to cozy bed. But I never buy pot and certainly will not start now that I live alone and brian is hoping to quit upon his return. In 4 days, I certainly have not failed the dogs. But I have to get to bed again between 7-9pm. I will have to stop zooming hubby at night. Tonight was super stressful to watch him get angry and agitated about every little things he could not get the first time he tried.
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