It is 4:30am and I am still up at 28 cigs. I have been up for almost 20 hours. And still less than 1.5 pack smoked. I am at a rate of 1.4 smoke an hour. It is not amazing but it is ok. I slowed down a bit because from 15.5hours  to 18 hours, I smoked like a fiend.  My average was 2.4. Atrocious!

So I dont know why i am so up tonight but I smoked a heck of  alot of weed today and have been drinking coffee, not decaf, all evening, day and night. I will sleep tomorrow hopefully but I am truly super up. 

 This page is now included in the french family fiction version. I have yet to send it to my parents. Maybe registered mail this time. Its been 10 days and still no delivery....I tried the new post office down the road. It is completely empty and wont last long.