Wow, I am helping myself to a strong measure of tacky rock rock rock on the radio station. Well, i dont know if it is tacky but it is very white and very...rock. Classic rock. It is my very young years this music, as I was becoming a teenager. Not my generation but I listened to it anyway, a generation later. 

I am super starved for a long email with someone about our lives. I am being a bit greedy because I go three such emails in the last couple of days. I LOVE emails! And , with Alex from Austria, mail, old fashion by air. I so love me emotional states.  I don’t know why I was ever diagnosed as bipolar apart from stopping to sleep properly before a psychosis episode. My moods make me feel so good nowadays and even when I was not taking properly my meds because of pot.