Rien de neuf ce matin. Nothing new this morning. Church choir music is playing on CBC. It almost feels like a Sunday. The sun came out and it is shining through this noon. A bit of droplets of rain were falling too but sun shower. We really really have an excellent set up for our lives of leisure and health work. All we need is sobriety and no more cigarettes. I have smoked about 15 cigarettes in 4 hours. I am nervous this day. The music is very beautiful. I am drinking cafe au lait, homemade. Whiskey is lying next to me, on the couch.