It is 4:15pm and I am waiting until 6pm before I have another smoke. It should not be too too hard as i smoked heavily all morning so I am loaded with nicotine. I took a second very boiling hot bath: I love cold weather for that. In the summer, i take cool baths. 

I have not cooked all day since there is already food from the days previous. Nothing exciting though: pasta carbonara and hot and sour soup that tastes off.  I will cook the chicken for tomorrow. Hubby hates chicken now for some reason. But we have some and all the ingredients for a peanut butter sauce chicken. 

Cigarettes should truly be my number one task. How to quit them. Or smoke so little it does not offend Billy nor our wallet.