Today, i have been way too obsessed with cigarettes for it to be pleasant overall on that front.  I suspect it is because I was very stone all afternoon and evening.All I talked about all day only (almost) was cigarettes. From  7 to 10pm it was super hard to do anything else but count the minutes between each smoke. Horribly obsessed! It is my HABIT I have to change when I have a craving, NOT fixate on cigarettes per se! Tssk. So I definitley need a new project to keep me distracted. Listening to Buju Banton worked wonders this last week to distract me and uplift me. Tonight, the Salvadorian put on loud stevie wonder and pink floyd. First time ever we hear anything else than tacky spanish music loudly from their yard in 6-7 years. They are basically our obliged DJs we have never chosen, especially during the summer months.