I once had a garden
lush and pink
that i'd water and care for
This was many decades ago
Now I have a patch of sand
where I grow rocks
and rake sometimes
When I die I will be dust
and though I have been broken all my life
every bit of me will coalesce in dust
and invisible to the human eye
I will be seen only through the mirage
of a zen contemplation
where I am raked and loaded with rocks
Dust, sand, rocks, sand
and may some gardener there
engrave on my back in all that sand
any worries he may have
and plant a big white rock
where his thoughts join
and so for decades to come
after this life
may I be the canvas of zen
somewhere in a garden