so no one believes me, most people think i have a mental health deep problem, and basically everyone is missing out on the inspiration. Brian yelled at me today because I have my ways about the dogs and their safety. I feel like brian does not know me very well. my stories make sense to every buddhist. I guess I am in the wrong country to advocate for buddhism. I am so tired of living with brian right now. He truly does not know me. 

This blog is a creative odyssey into buddhism and christianity. If you dont believe in them, you will find it impossible to enjoy its message. Does it matter if I die very soon or not? Absolutely not.