I want to say that saying I am ordinary would be ungrateful. I am blessed to the ninth and I feel it, especially looking at my life and rereading everything I write. What I want to say is that everyone suffers the same truly like Lilou did. We may not know it. But we all do. Sometimes, we are aware of it. Sometimes, thankfully (we all need breaks for sanity), not. I have never experienced full fledged war nor racism in this life. That sounds horrendous sufferings I do not know now. But worry not: I will know them one day, one way or another. Sufferings, our sufferings as human beings, are UNIVERSAL. I'd like to add that i know many suffer way more than Lilou. But I am just human tonight I want you to just be my friends. This is why i confide this thinking to you. I think of Jesus. As a PERFECT being, he too suffered a terrible martyr death. Find comfort in his story, tibetans. It will resonate wiht Buddha's teaching tonight for Tensin Lhadron. It sucks but Buddha never mentionned to us how much he suffered. He just talked about compassion. I like to think as fat chinese buddha smiling, smiling in a pile of poo to make sure everyone does not feel sad. :) Jesus was crucified! It scandalised me for the longest time. A perfect being, crucified! How on earth......?