I have been up for an hour. I've got a bit of a bad feeling about today....I woke up just wanting to pump myself full of drugs: coffee, pot, cigarettes....I dont know why I want to do that this morning. Billy is on hubby's bed and spent the night with him. Since we moved my bed to make room for the air con box, there is no more space for billy he thinks in my room. Oh, he just came to join me downstairs on the couch.