The back door is wide open, the french door on the  deck, and I smell BBQ in the neighborhood. Many smells today in the hood, all very rather delightful. I listened to birds today. I am happy I will die healthy. Chemiotherapy or dementia after a life like mine and many others would have been really unfair. I was always struggling with my mental health all my adult and child life. OMG: Miley Cyrus! I am so pissed off rape exists.