The pot yesterday felt like speed. I finally went to bed at 1am but billy just woke me up at 5:30am. Ouf! I am dead today.  I am so tired of conspiracy theories. They really take the magic out of everyday. I will never ever be reborn one of them. They are not my friends and it is a wolrd I dont care to get to know. I lied, I will be reborn a security agent once at the borders. See, not everyone is bad just because they work of the coast.