I just woke up. I had gone to bed about 4 hours earlier. The best NZ band I have ever heard is the bechaduppa. Their songs are so poignant in the poetry and music. I love their music.Modest mouse, american I think, I like too. 

I am totally relaxed. Though it is Billy's neuter Monday, tomorrow. He seems to be tolerating the sedatives very well: he does not look super sleepy at all. It will go well.  We'll see how ,long he needs his cone on for....  

My throat seems to be narrowing and I have trouble coughing properly. My voice came back but for how long? I perpetually have tension in my throat.  My chest is tight and sensitive. Anyway, I am not top shape, that is all. My knees are super painful in the stairs (my right knee). My body has been really used and abused in my short life. One fabulous thing with hubby: he never cared about make up and hair dos. Nor about shaving. AWE: glorious!