I have been on another trip since yesterday. I have recontacted my boos nun friend in India. She told me she would block my emials if I did. My emails unsettled her, because she is not familiar with Karmapa. He is a douche bag, very very poor rebirth for him after. His Holiness will have a tough rebirth as an animal too. So will I after I have been dalai lama (woman). Being a Dalai Lama is the most fun religious trip I have ever seen. You are totally ADORED by hundreds of thousands of people. It is very sweet. So after I have been a pretty ok Dalai Lama, first woman, I have another crazy life like this one, but as a mongolian wolf.