We have it good in bc. but hubby has come to hate his job. I realize I will never get a compassionate therapist to listen to me when hubby becomes scary. I have lived through so much violence in my adult years. I guess not being nuts while loving someone with mental health issues is super hard. But brian NEVER ever apologizes. Even in Toronto he was calling me a whore and bitch every day. It stopped since I became creative out west, in 2019 And moved away from him despite living with him. I may be nuts but his anger is violent and scares me. I keep thinking that if he is not sane enough to admit to his bad years and bad behaviour, he always blames me, it is dangerous for our future together If we get into any of sort of crisis again.
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