My doctor refuses to give me references I could pass on to brian about pot addiction. He says brian has to reach out to him. It makes me sad. I really cannot cope healthily with his mood swings and tension. I know brian blames me for everything, every little thing, in his life. That is so hard to bear. I wish he took responsibility for his moods. I thought he had a serious victim complex but perhaps, more accurately, it is learned helplessness.
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