Billy is chasing a fly in the house, biting at it. I went to join BJG and the dogs on their morning walk this morning. I waited for them by Lost lake, and when billy saw me he came running to me full speed. It is so very amazing with hubby when he does not work. And when it is my birthday. Again, I am reminded I have to stay of the weed. My suspected eps are really freaking me out because they can be painful. I don’t really know what to do about it except take meds for it. I am super weary of the future and my physical and mental health. I don’t think I have a brain tumour from my meds neither does my GP. If I am unlucky, I could live a long time with very serious side effects from the meds. It is very possible. I am very worried since I have never been physically seriously handicapped to that point. Oh good god: life is hard.
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