Confide in her all your frustrations. It is allowed to be annoyed at our life in our life. Just dont be angry with God (or watch out for your feet when meeting demons). God truly is so much LOVE that she does not even really care when we are telling Her off. As long as we love others She puts on our path. Atheist have a harder go at spiritual mysticism than us,sisters. From what I gather, for them, god is found in Science.
The Poetry Dervish