Without melatonines , I seem to wake up every two hours tonight: 10pm, 12am and 2am. Went to bed at around 9pm. I smoke so much....it is inhuman. about 3 packs a day...can you imagine the fortune it costs us? That is about 12-15K a year! It is money we need to live...not to smoke! I should go get more nicotine patches a level higher in nicotine...

Billy is all cute and cuddling to me on my bed.