We did a walk and it was bright sunshine and warmish. Then we went in the forest and it was cool and shaded. I feel like giving up right now. But not really. Hubby losing his job is terrible news. How will we eat? What will we smoke? (nothing...). I am tired and cannot cope with hubby's anger on top of these bad news. He is fine today. Doing the best he can. But he never apologized for last night.